Good grief, it’s been a hot minute. We have three kiddos now! JB is three months old and life is crazy. Tonight I’m home alone with the kids while Ben is gone on a boys’ trip for a few days. I did a lot of yelling and I feel a lot of guilt about it. Evenings are the worst because the girls are dragging their feet and don’t want to go to bed, but JB is overtired and crying and screaming. Then I get anxious and stressed, trying to get the girls to sleep quickly so that I can take care of him. Which turns into me snapping and yelling at them over silly little things. My fuse is so short lately and I have to figure out a way to combat that. My kids deserve a better mom. Maybe writing it down will help me to be more aware so I can do better.
Also the house is a disaster and I don’t feel like I can get out from under it.
Also I’m eating way too much crap and need to work out.
Also, my relationship with Ben could use a good amount of work.
Also, Ben’s grandpa just died and it’s awful and sad.
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